Hay, I don’t know, I feel this is
still not real. It looks as though we were together just now. His voice is
still clearly heard, I still see his face around. I don’t understand when it will have been stoped haunting me. You might think that it’s not my time any more to feel
grief, but it is real, no pretending at all. Sometimes when remember everything
about him could make me to not breathe for a second. The photos, memories just
help me go through the situation when I miss him a lot. It’s hard and hurt, Maybe this is the
hardest time for me in entire of my life thus I am still tramping everyday and This is the first time I lost someone . I
used to be with him through the days alongside him. I used to have lunch,
dinner, no breakfast (haha because we didn’t) together everyday sometimes with other friends and it made such wonderful memories for me. I long for him, so much! For me he was an angel.
God sent him for me to just make me being so blessed, I am so thankful for
that.
